Friday, May 4, 2012
Hey!
I just wanted to share
something that I wrote on my journal during my Discipleship Training School.
For those who were there, during the Tim Pratt week = intense week. This
is me talking to God.
"Today I
discovered how desperate I am for you. My heart started crying and tears wanted
to come out. Telling me about the desperation I have for you. My mind tried to
understand the reason for this. Deep inside of me I thought I knew. You showed
me...you.
My heart cried for the
times my mind dared to think that you are not good. How could such thoughts com
out of my mind? My heart aches and cries when I remember all the mornings I
spent being angry at you for things my mind cannot understand. Your goodness
and your love for me, Lover, how could I deny? You have rescued me from the
paths of destruction. My mind is too small to understand how jealous you are
for me. The way you want me just breaks me.
My deceitful mind
didn't understand why tears were falling down my face. As I tried to stop the
tears from falling, one of them forced its way out. That is when I finally
believed my own words when I tell you I love you. I love you more than I
imagined. I want it to be like this and even better for the rest of my
life.
Today my heart gave
birth to a tear that told my mind that I am desperate for you."
Jesus you are the love
I need, the air I breathe, you are my love and my life, Always Forever
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